Truth

Delicately shuffled words
Made to throw the truth away.

There is nothing you can say or do
To make me turn the other way.

I would rather be destroyed by the truth then lied to and led astray .

M.a.a.

Treason

I put it all behind me and now I feel so empty

I'm afraid that those thoughts will never haunt me again

Is it bad that I don't think I will ever truly want to understand

Though there will always be a little beauty in self betrayal and treason


M.a.a

Grow

I put my finger on your lips 

to hush you from yourself

It's a scary place to run away from because you have nowhere to go

But baby remember you'll always have me 

And I'm sorry if that's a bad thing to know

 
At least I can whisper counteractions to your mind

And When I start to break down you will be the force reminding me to grow

M.a.a

Forgot

I think I forgot to tell you something

How we know how to laugh without a thought

The beauty and the simplicity of nothing

Your happiness is everything I could ever want

M.a.a

Broken

You twisted the words out of me.

As i coughed up my own blood
i realized the truth.

You would never be who I thought you would.

Maybe there was hope for me
but not for your livelihood.

Because I was breaking
but you were already broken so long ago.

M.a.a

Change the World

I don't know what I did
I don't know how to fix this 
I would die for you 
yet i can't fulfill this wish 

I try to give you what you want 
But I can't change the world for you 
I can't make your life perfect 
Even when I try the hardest too

Please forgive me 
And know I would never try to hurt you 
Just let me be 
And let me love myself too 

m.a.a 

Lied

we don't want to forget

the pretty little dresses we used to wear,

or the first time he kissed you and it felt perfect

we claim that we never think about the what ifs

we claim we don't want to remember

and yet hope we will meet again

we lie to ourselves just like we lied to them


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