Waiting Forever

I'm tired of being apologized to
After it's done
How do I know what's right
When I've been always showed wrong
I am willing to wait
But for how long
When will he understand I don't Just want a dinner plate
I want to belong
Am I willing to wait forever
When he's not ready for me to be With him lifelong.

M.A.A

Dark Knight

Chained to the floor with mind communication to a dragon
Giving up on someone coming because I no longer existed
Darkness probed out my thoughts
And I no longer tried screaming
Bathing myself in my tears
Scratching at my skin just to remind myself how to feel something
Hope lingered like the flickering ashes of the candle
Time no longer was an enemy
Death showed up at the window taunting saying
I'm your dark knight
Give me your hand and I'll carry you far away.
Cowering in the corner i covered my ears not sure if she should go or stay
Until someone new came one day
With blinding armour and a voice i wanted to obey
Asking if I wanted to be free
I let him cut my chains away
And instead of killing the dragon he used the chains that were on me to control it
How did you find me i asked him
I knew my princess was out here someone so I have been searching for you for years
Don't you want me to come with you i asked reaching the ground
No he said I want you to be free
I know she said but with you my heart is already free

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Broken Things

We are fragile creatures.
Looking for love in a lifetime of 80 years.
And the locked door meant only passion or crying.
Mom, Throwing things across the room didn't block out the screams.
And when the scale broke, a piece of paper was the fate of everything.
Dad don't blame yourself.
Yet all we are left with now is a room full of broken things. 

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Pretty

Why can't I be pretty?

I swear it would make me happier

Why can I list my insecurities like poetry

It would make waking up simpler

I've traced everything on my body I wish I could reshape with certainty

And my life would be so much easier

But when did I think of myself as a better artist then the creator of eternity

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Breakthrough

I think I wish there was a way to breath the life back into you
But I've  found a sacrifice is always necessary

The good kings are always killed so early and the evil are left to rule
I uses to think who I am was hereditary

But I've found that I am something completely new
Wondering if giving you all my life is something honorary

Would it kill me to give everything to you
Or just seeing you in a graveyard permanently

These thoughts are the only thing I have to breakthrough
That my time here is only temporary

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Somewhere

You have gotten used to always watching the clock
But she is dancing with the stars in her hair

People say she is crazy for the way she walks
But the way she smiles is beautifully rare

So think twice before you mock her
And maybe one day try to sit down with her and you'll start to stare

Believe me she is not at all lost except maybe in thought
Because she has no sense of time in her wonderful somewhere

Listen to the way she talks
And you'll learn through her riddles and tales
That living in the stars is better then living anywhere

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Essence of Who i Am

I wish there was something I could write to make someone's day
To make them want to turn their life around and go the other way

I wish I could write something to make someone smile
So they would share it with others and light up the world for just a little while

I wish I could write something that would give someone chills
The same craving that all you can do is feel

I wish I could write something that would change someone's mind
Help them make the decision that it wasn't their time

But all I've ever written are little stories from my brain
Showing the essence of who I am and making me write out my pain

And once I've shared my stories I feel a little happier,
Hoping that maybe for just one person it will do the same

M.A.A