You asked if I was unbreakable,
Because of all the tears you'd never seen me cry.
But you'll never understand how wrong those words were until tonight.
The twisted shadows that hid what truly held me.
Maybe you should have asked why you never had seen me cry.
Maybe you would have seen the broken glass that had cut me.
Maybe you would have seen the demons fingerprints left on my neck choking.
Maybe you would have lit the dying fire in my eyes,
and instead ask how long I'd been broken.
M.A.A
My name is Marciella Asi and I decided to start my blog to express myself in the wonderful world of writing. You will find parts of my books I have written, to poems, to just little bits and pieces of my life; Knowledge I have come across in the 18 years I have been alive and my path to find out who I am.
Wednesday, August 1, 2018
Wednesday, July 25, 2018
Caution
i have caution tape on the end of my fingertips. i have a crown of roses tangled in my hair. i love you is laced through my lips. a cloth tries to cover all my skin but my brokenness has spilled everywhere. glass is shredded into my hips and my tounge has forgotten how to share. the tape reads caution don't touch her for she is only pieces and bits.
m.a.a
Tuesday, July 10, 2018
Isn't It
I'm being pulled in two diffrent directions
And I shouldn't
Four eyes keep haunting me and I told myself to divide them
But I couldn't
I thought they would change
But they haven't
So it's up to me and I assumed the answer would show It's self
But it wouldn't
It's just lovely to be chosen
Itsn' t it..
M.A.A
And I shouldn't
Four eyes keep haunting me and I told myself to divide them
But I couldn't
I thought they would change
But they haven't
So it's up to me and I assumed the answer would show It's self
But it wouldn't
It's just lovely to be chosen
Itsn' t it..
M.A.A
Sunday, July 8, 2018
Murderer
You fell in love with a murderer
Believe me it's not a joke
You saw my smile and loved it
But if you saw my heart, it bleeds out the hoex
It's quite a sad story I know
You'll know it's too late when the knife is up against your throat
Because she bled me out slowly from the wrists down to my soul
I knew I always loved you
and I'm sorry to let you go
But run as fast as you can even if I scream no
It's to late for me
And now you know
I killed the little girl i was and
My knife is already thrown.
M.a.a
Tuesday, June 19, 2018
Waiting Forever
I'm tired of being apologized to
After it's done
How do I know what's right
When I've been always showed wrong
I am willing to wait
But for how long
When will he understand I don't Just want a dinner plate
I want to belong
Am I willing to wait forever
When he's not ready for me to be With him lifelong.
After it's done
How do I know what's right
When I've been always showed wrong
I am willing to wait
But for how long
When will he understand I don't Just want a dinner plate
I want to belong
Am I willing to wait forever
When he's not ready for me to be With him lifelong.
M.A.A
Monday, June 11, 2018
Dark Knight
Chained to the floor with mind communication to a dragon
Giving up on someone coming because I no longer existed
Darkness probed out my thoughts
And I no longer tried screaming
Bathing myself in my tears
Scratching at my skin just to remind myself how to feel something
Hope lingered like the flickering ashes of the candle
Time no longer was an enemy
Death showed up at the window taunting saying
I'm your dark knight
Give me your hand and I'll carry you far away.
Cowering in the corner i covered my ears not sure if she should go or stay
Until someone new came one day
With blinding armour and a voice i wanted to obey
Asking if I wanted to be free
I let him cut my chains away
And instead of killing the dragon he used the chains that were on me to control it
How did you find me i asked him
I knew my princess was out here someone so I have been searching for you for years
Don't you want me to come with you i asked reaching the ground
No he said I want you to be free
I know she said but with you my heart is already free
Giving up on someone coming because I no longer existed
Darkness probed out my thoughts
And I no longer tried screaming
Bathing myself in my tears
Scratching at my skin just to remind myself how to feel something
Hope lingered like the flickering ashes of the candle
Time no longer was an enemy
Death showed up at the window taunting saying
I'm your dark knight
Give me your hand and I'll carry you far away.
Cowering in the corner i covered my ears not sure if she should go or stay
Until someone new came one day
With blinding armour and a voice i wanted to obey
Asking if I wanted to be free
I let him cut my chains away
And instead of killing the dragon he used the chains that were on me to control it
How did you find me i asked him
I knew my princess was out here someone so I have been searching for you for years
Don't you want me to come with you i asked reaching the ground
No he said I want you to be free
I know she said but with you my heart is already free
M.A.A
Sunday, June 3, 2018
Broken Things
We are fragile creatures.
Looking for love in a lifetime of 80 years.
And the locked door meant only passion or crying.
Mom, Throwing things across the room didn't block out the screams.
And when the scale broke, a piece of paper was the fate of everything.
Dad don't blame yourself.
Yet all we are left with now is a room full of broken things.
Looking for love in a lifetime of 80 years.
And the locked door meant only passion or crying.
Mom, Throwing things across the room didn't block out the screams.
And when the scale broke, a piece of paper was the fate of everything.
Dad don't blame yourself.
Yet all we are left with now is a room full of broken things.
M.A.A
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