Holding on

It's the moment you prick your finger on the rose, that second you wake up to see it was too late.

That it's beauty entrapped you. And there was no healing the wound.. No rewinding the moment.

Now you have a choice. You could drag your hand back out of the brambles or grab onto the rose thorns harder..

And for some reason holding on seemed easier than letting go.

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What if

What if you born into a world that never lied

What if you born into a world that searched endlessly for the truth

What if this world had confused those things

And what if you were sent to untangle those two

 

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Scripted

I wish I lived in a movie
Where I knew the plot would end
I would be able to choose my story
And no one would no who I really am

I wish I could find my prince charming 
and live happily ever after
where I hold a script telling me what to say
always knowing what to expect in the next chapter 

I would not be scared of anything
all my fears would be behind makeup
But Instead I live in the real world
And thinking about it now I could only
 cry 
  when
       they
           called
                   cut ....

M.A.A

Falling

little girl I wish you knew,
there was more to life
then falling back on the things
that hurt you

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Sacrifice

I love you more than the sun loves the moon
And their love is a tragedy for sure
For they can never touch

I love you more than the wind loves the waves
And they call each other helplessly in the night

I love you more than the trees love the rivers
For they feed themselves never slowing of their sacrifice

I love you like the emptiness of the night
When you close your eyes and feel the pressure of the world inhale and exhale
Never wondering if the human existence deserves it at all

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Comfort

When you were just a baby your mothers arms were the most comforting thing
And then you grew to be 3 and you had a blanket that you took everywhere
When you were 8 you had your favorite stuffed animal who would talk back to you
When you were 11 your best friend would comfort you when were teased at school
when you were 15 you felt like music was the only thing to scare the tears away
And when you were 17 you found his arms that felt like home.
Then before you could blink you were 20 and holding your first baby
And the thought of comforting them comforted you


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Perspective

There are two sides to everything. It's all perspective. All you see is the broken wall, but did you think about the bruised fist?

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